The Two Faces of Jane
When I first met Jane, she appeared to be the dream-come-true for so many women I knew. Standing slightly over five feet
nine with shoulder long fiery red hair and a pair of sparkling blue eyes, she could have popped out of a fairy tale book.
As she spoke, with the composure and grace of a royalty - erect, nodding slightly and smiling with a tint of mystery,
the bedazzled audience was left wondering what she exactly meant, and whether she agreed with them. However, with the great
charm, she did mange to keep the most hoping eternally that she was indeed on their side, and they rarely dared to push for
a more definite answer.
Ever since our first meeting, I had come across Jane on several occasions; at cocktail parties in opulent fifth avenue
apartments, at charity events in posh Manhattan clubs and at her own soirees entertaining the guests. She was always almost
flawless in her appearance - cherry red lips and an impeccably chosen eye-shadow to match her dress, a skin as smooth as silk
and her hair perfectly conditioned. The purse always matched the shoes and the hem of her dress never showed any sign of
I was convinced that her life was perfect – her splashing colors echoing the mirth of her satisfied life and
her beauty signifying a life of easy found pleasure. She was born with a silver spoon, we all knew, and rarely did she ever
tread outside that circle of privilege. I would die to have her life - I had said to myself many times, until the day I discovered
myself pondering about it all.
I had already reached home when I suddenly realized that I had dragged along with me a purse that almost resembled mine
but carried a few more buttons. As I opened the bag in haste, along with a credit card proclaiming Jane’s name
with pride tumbled down a note and an almost worn out photograph. After staring at the picture and employing all types of
pattern recognition skills, it became quite evident that the freckled face with a large scar on one side, and the pair of
sad brown eyes gazing at the endless tobacco field from the porch of a shabby farm house indeed belonged to Jane.
The note was from her (ex or soon-to-be-ex or refusing-to-be-ex?) husband who was trapped in the banal farmland from which
Jane had escaped. He had seen her photo in a newspaper, quite out of the blue, as the folks in the countryside rarely had
the luxury to follow the gossip pages of fifth-avenue parties. He wished to visit Jane, as for a very long time her family
and her friends were quite at a shock about where the girl had gone. Apparently a memorial service dedicated to our Jane
was also held in the church.
As I stood quietly, recovering form a shock, I was really not too sure what my proper response should have been. Jane
had my bag - perhaps, and she knew that I had knowledge about her sorry scarred face and the life she had decided to deny
from behind her flawless mask and contact lenses. She could chase me or have me silenced, or she could come to a new realisation
- that we are what we make of ourselves, and what we had once escaped made us who we are - and not all of that is bad. But
right now I needed a drink; the shock was still too big.